Holy dang this week’s episode of Nagi no Asukara is just the start of a massive feels train I can feel it oh god this is gonna be intense
uuuuuuuugh I’m torn between dumping my anger into energy and drawing like crazy or just smashing my head against the keyboard and hiding under my bed
your-waifu-sucks started following you
uh screw you my waifu does not suck thank you very much
Sometimes I find artists who are the same age as me and their art is fucking phenomenal like I’m talking professional-level god-tier artwork and I just want to go back in time and punch the shit out of younger me for being such a lazy dumbass and not applying myself. Like I could be at that level too if I had been drawing for 7 years like they have but as it stands, I’ve only been drawing for 2 and I just feel like I wasted so much of my life. It doesn’t make sense to compare myself to others because everyone learns and grows at different rates but I just can’t help but feel way behind other artists who are making a career out of it and it’s a constant source of agony and self-hatred in my life.
TL;DR goddamnit shit fuck arajhgrwhetgj